I’m ready to leap. Yet there are too many things buzzing. I feel I don’t want to contribute to the noise. But be rather precise.
So is this perfectionism creeping on me and nullyfing the possibility of jumping into the pool? I think so. And it’s part, a big one, of what I’ve been nurturing for a long time: to not be.
It must probably sound like an excuse. It is. But I must admit it’s one I found pleasing. And that I built enough to be self satisfied that it was a good one. But it’s also still holding back and not doing it: exposing what it is I want to represent.
And that’s part of the problem. I don’t know. I don’t know anymore. Was it what I was about 9 years ago? Is it what I am toda? Do I have something I want to share that really represents the real me? Am I that? I don’t know really, but nobody could know for me, nor it really matters. I’ve been in the process of figuring things out for myself. To try to get to bottom of what I should pursue, and pursue it. And I’ve done so, as I was also trying to stabilize the circumstances around me and to still be present in the lives to the people that I love, and not over-obssessed with the little stories in my head.
I’m ready to Bé. That is to leap. And it’s a matter of doing it, but for me it’s never really been about me. It’s about üs. And that is something NEW. And something needed. A collective need. Or so I believe.
Now, how do we go about making a common alingment around these common needs?
This is what I’ve been internally struggling with, and collectively, through my labor, that is through the work I do as a public servant of some sort, in the bigger picture that we play in this interconnected society. I’ve been lucky enough to land in a place where we have this common alingment, and we are part of a team that is willing to move the horizon futher. We are shifters of the state of the art, although we are aware that the challenge, from the demand-side perspective, are way larger and longer that what’s usually at the tip of everyone’s timeline when it comes about the latest, shinniest, and most exciting device-product-service that we need to jump into to keep being meaningful in the rat race.
But is it all a void? Is this just another bubble? Is there anything public entities and governments should address to shift directions towards a new common horizon in the desirable future ahead? How do we build this consensus, and who should take part in shapping such collective ordeal?
Well, this is something I’ve been dealing with for a long time, and that I’ve been wanting to do for so long. And now I have a chance to play the game in the terms that I can represent more than just my personal belief, but rather try to make something collective, collaboratively and holistic from the very beginning. And to get other people involved in thisp exercise. A collective launch.
I’ve been thinking about this for a long time. And to simbolize this NEW start a NEW destination is required. A NEW direction. All those elements that can serve as a reference desire to transit to yet another set of interactions where things have evolved according to our collective common desires. What is it that we can assure we want as a society?
My journey is cicliical. I already live within the orobus. I don’t know where to start telling the story. It’s been rolling all along. And I need to reshape the narrative, for your convinience. So let this my next project. In a dual parallel mode.
- A) From this personal incipient tribune of ünö. One. Ï . . . . . . . . .
- B) From a collective collaborative impact-driven community. From the commons perspective. Reframed with this NEW proposal/destination/ride: tico commons.
- üs . . . . . . . . .
Those two spaces are required. Your own leap, in your own terms, and the collective leap we are facing as an interconnected human society in holistic harmony with our ecosystem and planet. In the Gaia balance. NEW gaïa.